im now. freaking umcomfortable about having to finish SS and EHIST prelims 1 corrections by today.
on the marking scheme goes,
"5marks will be rewarded next term for the corrections to be done and handed in by 27/05"
but, next term there's prelims 2. then after tht O levels.
DO WE NEED ALL THIS EXTRA MARKS FOR THEM?
we only use the actual marks we got on the exams itself.
so wat? is this some lying session?
i seriously dont mind doing corrections as long as enough time is given.
but u dont have to tempt us with this.
im not an experienced kiddo. but i can see through this.
thanks to my sensitivity.
i'll just do my corrections like a loser. cause it helps.
but i dont like it when, i know its wrong, its right, but im not correcting the person.
DAMN.
signed off @ 10:21 PM
what's up with today?
yea tired, emo, disappointment, &everything.
let's talk things out here,
guys, i wasnt angry, piss off with u all lan-ing for 2hours+
i was fine. i even went to parkway alone for my icecream and bubble tea.
i was ok. im someone who's so easy to coax; temper-less.but i was so disappointed.
AREN'T WE FRIENDS? DIDNT WE HAVE A DATE FOR A GOOD LUNCH ALR?
i was sad ya know,
why did u all treat me so coldly after the games. why
ok, let's not say coldly. why u all did not try to talk to me;joke with me; care for me?
we are good friends.
im someone who wont seriously set my temper on you easily.
because i dont dare. im afraid.
u all were my everything. my only friends left.
but tht wasnt the case for you all. u all still had DOZENS of MILLIONS.
losing me seems nothing to you all. but losing y'all means MUCH MORE THAN EVERYTHING.
i may seems restless,dulan-ness, unhappiness, laziness sometimes/somedays.
but u all were still my friends. WHEN DID I EVER F-ING LOSE MY TEMPER.
im someone who nids care and concern. ALOT. im a sensitive being. im humane.
we may not have the same thinking. same mindset.
but i'll try to accomodate with y'guys. im fine with all ur decisions as long as we're doing the same thing together. i dont mind being left out because i know y'all are still there.
i know little bout soccer/dota/good results etc.
but i dont mind listening to y'all talk. it's like .. i nid y'all voice to continue my this f-ing ChungCheng life. this is like how much a tree nids the sunlight, water, nutrients to continue living./ !.
im emo about this. sad about this.
sometimes i feel myself being useless, i useless friend/ i failed friend of yours
i friend that do you even treat as one?
just now when i left at the chicken rice stall, i left because i wanna stop this awkward-ness of me in affecting u. i dont wan to lose my temper on y'all, not showing my f-ing tears to y'all, not trying to force u to care for me. we are friends right.
i swear im seriously not unhappy bout this. although it's kinda waste of my time.
but at least we're spending time 2gther.
i tot we understood each other so much alr. but now, we havent. 2years of friendship.
WE SHOULD SERIOUSLY talk. TALK MORE.
the thing tht seriously hit me off is tht im not being seek after.
y'all didnt even bother to talk to me after that. Wtf?
i dont need a sorry.thankyou. even a 'how's life' could make my day.
ok, tht's all. above's just wat im thinking, wat im feeling.
nevermind&sorry if we're thinking differently.
BUT IM SERIOUSLY FCKING NOT ANGRY.
IM SERIOUS> BUT, CHICKEN RICE SRSLY PISSED ME OFF>
kthxbye.
signed off @ 5:16 PM
will work extremely hard for prelims 2. ~!
signed off @ 9:07 PM
SCREWED~!@#$%^&*
other than my emaths which is. see-able, THE REST IS SHIT!
how?! my L1R5 is like reaching 35le!
DANG! GONE!
signed off @ 11:07 PM
EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.
i got B3 67 for this fcking mid year for emaths!
although it's not a like.
OVER THE RAINBOW SCORE,
but im happy already :)
signed off @ 9:00 PM
English&HChinese
lol,. i failed my english, again.
&almost failed chinese. lucky me.
now alr got 13points for L1R1 haha. wat a joke!
hope all the best for the next few subjects! >.<
signed off @ 8:23 PM
the Uninvited
fucked up ones. / im sure i wasnt too sensitive.
i can come up with a A1 essay for sure about this whole thing.
signed off @ 4:38 PM
End of Prelims 1 Exams
let's talk about the papers instead:
english- i hope i had written more in-point for my essay at the very last few paragraphs. &i hope im not being too criticised at the letter of complaint.
chinese- let's not talk about this tough one. wat's with the chinese department?
emaths- damn. i tot it was kinda easy. but ... yea.
amaths- screwed, cause fcuking hell forget how to deferentiate!
science- WTF @ the MCQs. &physics was kinda gonecase
combined humans- why didnt i study more on srilanka, why didnt i finish treaty of versailles?
geog- fcuked up. who can finish the whole thing? ~!@#$%^&*
today was movie outing [the Uninvited] with friends.
signed off @ 11:13 PM
i still realise, you are my only one.
your smile, your eyes, your personality, your cuteness, your innocence.
although i know this will be a story with no ending, i'd still go for it, for i know, i only need a process &a love to talk about.
who can give another killer smile like you did to me?
that innocent pair of eyes you've got?
the comical you? there's no second you left for me to choose.
comic girl. :)
signed off @ 5:20 PM
SWINE FLU
we have to take temperature once we step in the school.
take temperature during every papers just to make sure we're not >37.6degree.
lol. swine flu will be the last to hit chungcheng man. im serious.
anyway. last weekend was disastrous.
i completely did not study a thing. ok not completely.
friday was slacking at home/ saturday studied with jordan at his house/ sunday practically just sleeps in.
but i am quite confident, maybe/maybe not tht i may/ maynot pass today's ss.
it was kinda tricky but i did study tht chapter for SEQ.
goodluck for HIST tomorrow.
BYE
signed off @ 11:52 PM
