I'll Be Your Superman.

i'll be the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, "...that' her."

-im gonna be this nice guy. TINK*TINK*

weed.: lol stop using chimmmm words like, PAEDOPHILE&CROUTCH. haha, eh saw you today XD hahahahaahhaa chiioooooo
chinyu.: STOP STALKING MY BLOG haha. i'll show you my OUTLINE someday. LOL. what a nonsense.
nat.: aww, i miss you! more often more often. miss suan-ing you sia.
queen.: wlao you, F OFF. lol . I NEED CASH. desperately haha.

signed off @ 10:29 PM

photos update.

A Pinch Of Salt w ex CR classmates after school!

MUNA LEE & I

i look good. yes?

ahtan, momo, jiayu, luyan, muna

iLun & gWei

absurd act in class -

my e.hist partner cause yazeed says im always distracted when sitting with jordan.
look below to see why weixuan's frustrated face.:

attempt to act doraemon with the fan

another failed attempt.

after ehist, emaths lesson when jordan entertains me to take the photo for me
(jordan: ANG ANG ANG!)
haha, damn funny right. LOL! awesome photo, but lousy photographer.

DAMNIT, i split my pants when i tried to kick my class shortest person head,.
i was sexy, haha my tighs, ass, outline of testicles were seen when i walk. LOL

signed off @ 12:43 AM

i dunno what's got into me, i love to take evening naps nowadays. it'll be around 5-7+pm &i'll feel super duper ezxzxtra tired. then, i'll sleep until 'i-dunno-when' &wake up around 9-12mn. for example now. lol. this's a bad-habit cause i tend to sleep only 1-3am in the morning &im still having school! gosh damnit. drained out man.

i have alot to update bout today!
like my usual photo-spammation in class.. ACTING LIKE A RETARDED DUMBASS lol. obvious it all happens during boring lesson as i need to entertain myself to keep myself awake to act like a good student in front of 'those' teachers. lol also had lunch+dinner (at one) with momo, muna, ahtan, jiayu, luyan which was fun arhhhh more of these.
BUT, i dunno why i could no conneect my LGviewty to my comp to upload photos which often happens. damnit. &ahtan hasnt send me some photos LOL OHNO. will update maybe in the morning.

signed off @ 12:42 AM

Good Things Dont Last

good things seldom comes,
when they come, thery'll leave very fast.
bad things always appear,
when they are around, they'll stay for long.

what happens when your heart doesnt collaborate with your brains?
which one would you listen to?
the logical thinking or the unrealistic feeling?
my brain tells me that someone hates me, &i dont like him/her either.

hmm, nowadays so many people for me to scold the F word.
damnit, im f-ing dulan and frustrated with many things.
_|_

SsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSs
we should be unrealistic at times, i do love you. :)

signed off @ 9:45 PM

I told you so

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours to and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

signed off @ 11:19 PM

2 consecutive over-nighting!

i've had 2 consecutive overnights!
which marks my fruitful march holiday..
lol, let me elaborate -

monday: 16th march
went for dinner + movie with talentime group!
chin, queen, weed, nat, asaph. lol
we watched a crap movie :PUSH
lol, lame & stupid & meaningless
but we got together finally! i love us being together

tuesday: 17th march
we had overnight cycling. (gwei, me, jord, xuan, ronn)
cycled for almost 9 hours,
east coast> chungcheng > kallang mac > kallang river > esplanade > sgp river > peninsula > fort canning hill > plaza sing > orchard road > tanglin mall > queenstown > hollandV!
we stop @ HollandV, all were too tired.
&it was around 3+, we left HollandV.
but skipped from plaza sing to lavender then geylang. &east coast.
&it rains on our trip back. it was fun. fun.
i kinda hate alcoholic drinks now. damnnnn
*did i mention me&gwei saw a shooting star when cycling? :)

wednesday: 18th march
reached home and slept from 7am to 4pm
&realise had dinner date with monica,jiayu,lun,gwei.
had steamboat at novena.
then, momo invited us to go her house for overnight mahjong!
haha. &all agreed. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
we first went to jiayu's house cause she needs to take her uni for lesson today
then took 43 to punggol.
cool cool cool.
chatted alot, played alot, laugh alot, bicker alot, isnt this life?
muna and ahtan join us next time lei!

thursday: today: 19th march
fall dead on my bed at 930am
IM NO SUPER MAN. or GANG Ren lol.
ii love this holiday.
we should get together more often! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

&i love to spam pasar malam food!
haha, nice coincidence pasar malam during this holiday.
P M FOOD FTW!

signed off @ 6:24 PM

FollowUp

all my relatives came to my house yesterday night!
for dinner. &my fave Mahjong.
haha i've lots and lots and lots of angbao ^^
&also presents!!
relatively happy yesterday. but wasnt feeling HIGH. awwww
one of my nephew&niece came to stay-over! hahahaaaa

photos:

just woke up, see the messy hair! lol

ALMOST ALL MY PRESENTS ARE CHOCOLATES AND COOKIE!
only one shirt. which is damn nice, GREEN CHECKERED!

im no rich man! >.<

signed off @ 1:11 PM

Happy Birthday ME!

:)
this year's weird. but im still happy !
hah, there's no birthday cake this year!

signed off @ 5:14 PM

Michelle

hey Michelle. my dear michelle!
im doing well, how are you?
first, I MISS YOU ALOT! ALot!
we havent been catching up with each otherrr. hehe
please dun give me your cold shoulder next time eh!
haha, miss you seriously alotttt.
we'll catch up in march holidays! :)

+++
caught [Coming Soon] with gang today.
to me, it was a touching horror movie LOL!
not bad @ the scary part.

signed off @ 9:45 PM

2 - 1

okay, i have 2 good news!
both on common test! again.
haha,
FIRST, I PASSED CHEM!!!!!! with 34/50 ^^
SECOND, I GOT 11/30 FOR AMATHS!
yay, i dunno why im so happy for it.
even tough i failed, but it was surprising as i tot it would be <10
but, everyone made improvements like, 20++/30 HAIZ.
tht's the only sad part. &im 2nd last in class LOL!
I NEED SOME CELEBRATIONS! :)

i have this thing to talk about one of my teacher.
she's getting more and more annoying each time, shan't elaborate.

&YAY, we're going for movie tmr,.
[COMING SOON!] excitedddddd !!^^

signed off @ 11:04 PM

AMATHS

after a few days of silence, i felt like blogging again.
let's continue about commontests before the heat gets over.

ok, so. today was the release of HCL and Emaths.
damnit, I FAILED BOTH. but at acceptable marks.
this is not the point.
i wanted to nag, grumble, growl, whine about Amaths:
here it goes,
now, i FUCKING. *used this word* hate AMATHS. to,. the,. core,.
even to the extend of the teacher. YAY, !@#$%^&*
so this is it, im intending to drop this subject;
IF NOTHING IT TO BE DONE TO MYSELF or whatsoever,
im trying to make myself love this subject more,
trying to force myself to do more,
trying to motivate myself into this,
trying to get rid of all distractions on this subject,
trying to concentrate well.
but to no avail.
You there,
STAND IN MY POSITION BEFORE YOU TALK LUR.
IF YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND ME,
CANNOT HELP ME,
CANNOT STAND ME,
CANNOT EXPLAIN WHY THIS IS HAPPENING?
JUST STOP BEING HYPOCRITE;
being PersonA & B at different times just shows you suffering from split personalities.
yes,
im being complacent, just complacent, wannabe complacent.
Just fcking cannot understand this whole thing.
it's fine if u cannot help, save your negative comments.
Maybe there's the release of Amaths results tomorrow:
I AINT GONNA CARE.
I'll face the music & accept the truth of me failing.
OH JUST SHUT UP. BIATCH.

takecare/goodbye.
&peeps our there, save time asking who im talking about.
im not gonna say, as i've said, Hypocrites wont show their true colours.
you wont believe me. believe me not?

signed off @ 10:59 PM

it's over

YAY, common test's finally over.
although i know i'll not be happy with almost all the results.
LET'S HAVE FUN FIRST!

signed off @ 6:48 PM

lol, today was also quite disaster.
i first screwed emaths abit.
2nd screwed geog ALOT.
i think 3rd was chem screw me. haha

let see tmr will i screw any paper up or vice versa.
PHYSICS AND E.HIST!

+++

lol chinyu i dun hate you, it's your class. !@#$%^&* *insert vulgarities*

signed off @ 6:54 PM

aMaths

today i screwed up my amaths.
seriously it up.
there's 5 question for this test, &i didn't see the last question.
WHICH IS THE HIGHEST PERCENTAGE. !@#$%^&
i spent 30mins doing the first question,
the total time was 45mins.
i panicked and blanked out at question 2,3,4.
tried so hard so these question.
in the end when i knew about question 5, i think i'll know how to do.
WTHF @ myself. *&^%$#@!
super piss/angry/sad/frustrated at my retardedness.
AMATHS SHOULD PASS> HOW?!
i wan turn back time, !!
this is such a serious lesson learnt.
DEVASTED >.<

signed off @ 5:20 PM

today's chinese was fine.
&we spent 5 hours on macs after ct. DOING NOTHING. lol
loser sia. but nvm.
boost our so-called, clan-relationship. wth. lol wat joke,.

-
i dunno why i fcking went to read my msn chat history.
damn man, damn it seriously,
CHINYU, im hating you again. wtf

signed off @ 6:24 PM

Common Test

tomorrow's the start of Common Test.
everyone goodluck pls!
today went over to ChangiAirport to study with Zongwei, Wuyi &Dawn.
lol, Retainees-Power-Up.
ALL MUST PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!

---
i know it's a wrong move on friday, but it's the only way to stop hurting each other. isn't it?

Short Story:
Once, there's an author who likes to write her story/scripts in the middle of the night when it's all quiet and undisturbing. &before she sleeps-in, she'll put her story on the desk, so that when her husband wakes up the next morning, he'll read it. She wants her husband to be always the first to read what she writes because she loves him so much. She wants him to be her first reader/listener.
Will you be my first reader/listener?

signed off @ 8:27 PM