class bbq &stayover
3MODESTY,.
friday and today rocks.
yesterday was bbq @ Teresa's house, &we even swam in her pool.
fun fun!! next trip to her house for another swimming session!
haha next week. THANKS TERESA!
went yangrong's house to stayover after tht.
was full of mahjongs, tiredness, ahaha.
so,. who's the boss? haha
*having this trip, my holiday is enough.!
signed off @ 2:49 PM
tiredd. tiredd.
ma de. &im super worried about the retest.
what if, WHAT IF. i accidentally fail?
coz of SS and english, sian, fcking worried sia.
SCHOOL PLEASE GIVE ME MIRACLE!.
hongkong trip @ end of decmeber, CLASHES w choirCAMP.
&my last 2 weeks of holidayssss......
so many sian-stuffs going on.
classBBQ on 21st nov, friday.
LOOK FORWARD TO IT. ALL BETTER COME.
i wont think of you anymore. i'll try.
signed off @ 9:47 PM
Dying...
i'm so sick and tired of everything,,
i've not been seriously laughing/smiling since the holidays.
so many things to say;so many eyes will notice;so many mouth will gossip.
signed off @ 4:53 PM
happyman
1st, i've pulled myself together to study real hard now
2nd, i tried to study some english and ss alr
3rd, my mum promise me to buy me a laptop or desktop, IF i promote.
4th, HongKong trip after my re-exams.
5th, you're forgiven. HAH.
"sometimes it depends on how you see things. a lamppost can be even greater than a skyscraper"
signed off @ 9:39 PM
Mixed Feelings
i wonder how can someone be so unaware of another person's feeling
yes i know you promote.
yes i know your results are good.
yes i know you are happy with ur results.
yes i know you are free now.
yes i know you are proud of it.
yea i know.. yes i know .. yes i know..
THANKS, &please get out for awhile.
&i'm still trying to hang on.
youFlittleF.
now, nothing can make me cry anymore,
tears all flowed dry since yesterday. i must do my best now.
i wont disappoint anyone, anymore.
especially my mum.
Study hard.!
[edit]
have u ever heard your mum saying something that makes you feel so bad.?
yes, she said:
"你老师给我看你的成绩，我的心很痛。"
my heart aches, i'm such a disappointment, stop hurting mum.
signed off @ 10:24 PM
why?
it's not im not good enough to be a sec4.
i dont suit this school?
maybe,.
this is nothing to be hide about now:
English: 47
HCL: 57
A Maths: 49
E Maths: 59
Science: 49
Combined Humans: 41
Geography: 51
Overall Percentage: 50.4
signed off @ 4:31 PM
