signed off @ 5:07 PM
爱； 色！
we totally own the competition! =D
WE RAWKS and pebbles!
27th june! memorable day!
signed off @ 12:08 PM
chori farewell 2008 =D
it was NICE, but wasnt nice.
oh well.
i held back alot.
my emotions. my feelings &my everything
it hasnt been fine for me.
so many memories came back, flashing pass.
the sec4s farewell party today.
i dunno why.
i dont feel good. haiz.
i still have the belonging with the sec4s.
natalie,chinyu,yanning,queenie,weed,pangyi,baofang,yuelin,xenia,eunice,janna.
awwwwww!
haiz, to sec3s: u all are still not that important to me. =(
&today made me think of farewell next year.
how would it be?
will the juniors be as enthu as us to not disappoint the seniors?
tsktsk.
&seriously, yuelin ur hug really inspired me.
not bad not bad arh.
it really feels so hurt/unhappy...
to see ur guys look at me, sing with the choir.
i really feel so unbelonging, haiz.
No Matter what Happens.
i'LL stil Love 2008sec4s choir member =D
Coz they ROCK MY LIFE!
signed off @ 11:08 PM
150th POST!
ohmygawd.
then, i read all my previous posts.
i laugh at many of them, &i laugh at myself.
this shall be the most meaningful post ever, for me.
:u all dun understand me,
or in fact, i dun understand myself.
i over-estimated myself,
i wasnt the most important..
oh fuck.
this is the end. =)
signed off @ 11:33 PM
lulz. haha.
went for choir this early morning!
as usual, i'm late, ALWAYS... =.=
there was only 2guys this morning &we still can handle uh.
after choir was lunch with ven&mar,
haha. ven loves to laugh at... jor.dot.dot.dot.
lol. she's crazy today la.
i rushed home after that.,
to meet up with weilun,jordan,weixuan,yangrong,kelly for a movie.
THE INCREDIBLE HULK!
it was nice, the sound effects etc.
after movie went jordan's house to play
WHOOOOOOO ~
got a photo from weixuan,
he took it when we went pasirris park someday.
lol. not bad right his photo-taking skills. terms of brightness etc.
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14th june, saturday. 4.50pm
today was the best day of my holiday, i suppose.
i slept in so late today. SHUANG ah!
lol. &my next week would be so fully packed. MA DE~
monday: talentime practice + postitioning + shopping for costumes.
tuesday: choir workshop 9-5 *wtFuck
&my night time will be with Michelle ^^finally!"
wednesday: choir workshop again, 9-5. _l_
thrusday: another talentime practice
friday: heard it'd be the Full Dress rehearsal for the Finals. GOSH.
i shall have fun this weekend, the last one. =.=
i'm going to pasirris today again!
not for another movie, BUT,
jordan's house, stay-over with weixuan and weilun.
LOL! BYE~
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signed off @ 11:14 PM
"我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下... ... 我不想因为现实把头低下 "
song: 梁文音-流浪记.
the best part of the song is, of course the singer is liangwenyin,
but the best is the last 1min of the song. pls listen.
she's my favourite singer, &i think so far no one can win her interms of singing...
&when she sings, she can control the atmosphere; she's heart-felt.
pretty,good singer,sweet... nevertheless, she's charming in her own way.
what more can you ask for?
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trust me eeron,
it's just a psycological barrier that u have to get thru.
not difficult, but challenging,.
&you know, once it's over, it's over.
hop over it. leap over it. jump over it.
i'll be over soon, REAL soon.
please, let me get over it. .. please,
listen to myself, help myself, save myself.
clench your fist, grip on.
one mind one heart &it'll be done.
i must face it. understand it, explore it. &solve it.
the longer you drag on, the worst it'll be.
hold on the belief in yourself.!
you can do it... ...
and eeron, tell yourself,
everyone has to face somethings which they do not want.
pass ur side, then it'll be fine.
psycological problem sums are hard.,
u'll have to solve it one day.
it'll be more more and more complicated.
there's thing that is needed to be done...
hold on...
dont let go...
never let go...
because i know u are strong enough...
please dont give up, you know i've not given up on you...
stay strong.
sign off, 12.08am.
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signed off @ 1:46 AM
"想念是会呼吸的痛。。。"
life's been fine these day...
how's this picture huh. nice right?
pls dun link me with the word -funny anymore.
haha, also dunnid use until -handsome lur... ... ^^
&&,
me too, coz he bought me smth from hongkong!
and he's happy becoz of someone... ¬.¬ shifty eyes.
sorry i made you emo this midnight =(
JORDAN&WEIXUAN.
ma de dun thick skin laaaaa~!
signed off @ 12:11 AM
i love ... you.
it's very nice. LOL!
pump has been MORE&more&MORE sian.
lol. haha. i feel so sleepy today.
but mrYap was quite fine today.
other than separating the 4 of us. =.=
so lame la he!
hehe, but i left after lunch.
coz of choir. damm freaking tired.
something to mention about:,
weilun jordan weixuan are nice people. &good friends.
haha VENDELA MARILYN dun jealous!
signed off @ 6:04 PM
