I'll Be Your Superman.

i'm fine & ok now!
song: Merry Christmas, theme song for The Leap Years.
(anyway, i'm trying to learnt his song now.!)

i'm damm silly la.
like. crazy over nothing. LOL!
so i'm ok now. ROFL.
oh ya, our school dance club totally pwn man.z

&vendela!
lol, dun anyhow say we stead la.
later MR HAHA. will like. MAKE ME 100X more jealous?
haha. fuck him. ¬.¬
ok, should i say I LOVE YOU now?

signed off @ 12:20 AM

I Don't Like To be ALONE.

song: YangCong. (it's making me feel worst)

i never dare to be alone.
i hate to be alone.

today just suck. ttly sucks.
sports day isnt that sporty.
i dunno why i'm feeling like shyt now.
so many people fcking fail my day badly.
&sometimes when i have things to say,
i dun really know who to goes to, how to start, what to say.
&the worst is when u're alone. ALONE!

do i have friends?
or issit i dun wanna have friends?
it's so contradicting.
i need someone to talk to, but there's none.
although i still have GJG...

eveyrtime this kinda things happen.
i'll just try to numb myself;
have fun;
forget about everything...
i'll lose my appetite;
lost interest in doing things;
&things dun get any better...
it's been so long,.
but i still think that we're still not that well.

i'm like so not capable in doing everything.
my studies, cca etc.
i failed 2or3 subjects man. FUCK.
this is the 2nd year.
&i'm still not catching up.
is the hard work not enough?
or the cheating work not not there?(sarcasm+irony)
ami a good choir rolemodel?
a good leader? a commited member?
i don't know. it'll show in 2weeks time...

++
went out with GJG after sports day today.
movie cancel, argh.
GJG is really damm funny.
KFC, then marina square, &now home.
*sorry michelle&dawn.
i really dun have the mood to walk out of my house to meet u for dinner.
maybe next time, when i'm ok!

to be continuedd....

signed off @ 6:47 PM

ok, today is wednesDAY! &got choir today!

goodnews:

+got 17/25 for maths test!
+SHUTTER with modesty after sports day on friday!
+maryann's mum fetch me home after choir!
+basses was ok today. OKonly.

bad news:

-partial fraction test was... i dun think i can make it
-i failed my ss test, lowest in class. ROFL
-am i a bad influence? (class&choir)
-have tuition@8pm. YAWN!
-missyin was not happy with choir. Awww~
-more bad news than good news! =(

***

ok, now is time for gossip/scandal!
so there's mr.haha&ms.emo
they sms each other. ohwell~
flirtatious messages. hahahahaha!

mr.haha seems jealous of another guy?
mr.haha is angry about people sending people home...
mr.haha makes PEN with NAMES on it!
mr.haha HAOXIANG ms.emo!
LOL. will have more info~

signed off @ 7:21 PM

Run along; Fly away!
i have so many many many things to say!
haiz. will post another day! =D

***

signed off @ 8:05 PM

[WON'T GO HOME WITHOUT YOU]
urgh. this is so tiring.
i'm like thinking about my MID-YEAR exams now.
so !@#$%^&
-dun wanna fail any subjects
-dun wanna go back to pump
-dun wanna disappoint my parents&teacher
haiz. i wanna seriously STUDY VERY HARD NOW.
++
my results, for now.
english- should be failed.
chinese- should be pass. hahaha.
emaths- can pass!
amaths- struggling, phail.
science- 64/100. one of the LOUSIEST IN CLASS.
combined human- apparently, i failed SS and passed E.History.
geography- pass. but not enough.

this is CANNOT MAKE IT.!
++
ok, yesterday was chinese oral.
it was OK. maybe can get high marks. HOPE SO.
then, after oral was choir.
went to choir striaght after oral ley, COMMITMENT worts. ;p
quite fun ytd. bass not bad huh. only the rhythm. =.=
&there was acappella. it's FUN. hahaha.
mr loh teach all of us SUPPORT.
like. pissing until half then there was fire. so we have to stop pissing.
THAT'S SUPPORT! the muscle we use.
++
uhhh. i hope our choir fund-raising plans will work!
like.. MUST WORK. it's OUR concert yeaa ppl!
statement of the day: iLoveCHOIR, &so do you.!

there's nothing to highlight! =DD

signed off @ 10:46 PM

END-OF-HOLIDAY!
whine up~

thanks for all for wished me 'HappyBirthday'. about 30+
haha. *proud face* thanks alot man.z! =DD

so sian la. today school is ... ZzZ.
maybe because i've not been sleeping lately.
holiday doesn't rock. coz it went off so fast.
haha. so study hard again!
&oh gosh. i forget about my 1100 words =(
tmr test, shytshytshyt!
++
i'm tend to miss choir more oftens now.
haha, who knows, it's the SENSE OF BELONGING to choir.
I LOVE CHOIR!
++
anyway, saw Vendela's handphone.
&saw a msg from a SEC4 guy. hahahaha.
it's like this:
Haha. Kk. I shall 'tuck u in' first. Haha. Lol.
Rule #1- cover ur blanket
Rule #2- make sure u dun kick e blanket.
Rule #3- slp tight.
Rule #4- sweet dreams! Haha.

it's very easy to know who the guy is.
clueclue!
he likes to sweet talk girls.
he type msg with alot of ' Haha'
he's a flirt? ROFL.
he's my friend. LOL.z.Z
the msg he send doesn't sound like...
IT'S NOTHING. lol.
&almost all the messages he sent to her is so...
'FALL INTO MY TRAP & FALL IN LOVE WITH ME!'
cant believe someone would send such a thing to a girl la.
UNLESS... u know... hahahaha
goodluck man vendela.
u PHAIL!

signed off @ 7:45 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EERON!!!

i hope i'm first =DD
[edit] keep this list GOING! haha.
thanks to all who wished me. THANKS ALOT =DDD
1st: Marilyn.
2nd: Dawntan.
3rd: dabenZHU
4th: Chinyu!
5th: Monica -GJG!
6th: Zixin -GJG!
7th: Christina
8th: Asaph (bestest worts)
9th: Sihwee!
10th: Jordan =.=
11th: Kelly.
12th : Munyee -GJG
13th: Madeline.
14th: Yanning!
15th: Vendela.
16th: Karyn.
17th: EuniceGoh!
18th: Angeline!
19th: 94677127
20th: Natalie!
21st: SzeXuan.
22nd: EileenChew.
23rd: HuiJun.
24th: DawnWong.
25th: KC.
26th: YangRong.
27th: Jiajie.
28th: Emily.
29th: MingEn.
30th: Meixin.

TODAY WAS VERY FUNNN !!!
haha. with dawn,kelly,karyn,jordan,yangrong,weilun,yushen!
dawn was SO DAMM CHIO TODAY. ops.! ahahaha.
ate lunch- THAIEXPRESS and watched the Spiderwick Chronicles.
not bad la. it's abit different from chronicles of Narnia man.z

signed off @ 12:01 AM

it's 01:27am. LOL.
i blog in the middle of the night again.

Ji De AI.
this song is dedicated to you.

i'm quite fine. somehow. now.
i'll just treat it as another nightmare.
&it'll take time to fade away. TIME, you know.

+++
i think we cant watch the SCREEN anymore =(
it's over today. RAWR!
maybe Rule#1 ba. but it's NC16. not sure you all can get in anot.
MUAHAHAHA!

signed off @ 1:27 AM

11march. 12:09am. the sky's dark. the atmosphere is stiff.
i was crying so badly. very badly.
my mother heard my wailing for help.
& she came to me and told me:
when something bad went wrong, just look at a mirror and laugh.
coz it'll just be another bad experience. learn from it.
i'll still move on. ... ... but i couldn't laugh. =(

3more days. that curse just cant get off me.

signed off @ 12:08 AM

TMD, we shall watch this OK! lol.
hahaha. horror sia.
should be horror 5 stars muahahha.

it's end of school term 1 yesterday.
i'm HAPPY.

*the day u truly grow up, it the day that u learn... to laugh at yourself.

signed off @ 10:27 PM

THE NEVER-ENDING JOURNEY.

signed off @ 4:01 PM

i promised myself.
thus, i will compress my feelings for you...
&i know, it isnt the time to get down to this crap.
study study & more study.

signed off @ 10:15 PM

LOL. the SUNSHINE BOY.

loser lehhhh. hahaha~
weakweakweakweakweakweakweak.

1st march+2nd march is damm fun.! LOLz//

to be continued... tomorrow.

signed off @ 9:47 PM