PromNight 24/11/09
the few miserables from 4MD! but we were happy then!
mrYazeed & mrGan
mrSo & mrGan
my happy ending.
overnight at hotel FuramaCityCentre after that with the 6guys
it was an awesome night. AWESOME. although with some little regrets on wat i didnt do.
was super high and everything. the night we got a little truthful and naked. LOL
signed off @ 8:30 PM
did i mention i went to town 4 times this week alr. monday tuesday thursday friday to orchard. and went chinatown yesterday. bought stuffs for myself. &wtfbbq, my bank went burst cause of my shopping spree this week.zzz
signed off @ 1:14 PM
memories are a burden
really didnt spend so much of my time outside for damn long, and im feeling great.
yesterday was job interview. then abit of shopping. and then finally the anticipated movie 2012. last my house mahjong again. although there was a small interlude in between. but it's fine. then went off to parkway with yangrong cause he had to shop for a gift for someone. &also dinner tgt.
today went out with yangrong again. tamp-orchard-cityhall-home. from 2+ to 8. lol tiring day.
Memories are a burden, that's why im starting to forget.
Memories are a burden, that's why im forgetting to remember.
signed off @ 8:47 PM
job interview
"why do i look so good in this photo?"it's past 12am now.
haha &i anticipate morning's job interview at ngeeanncity. COOL. my first job interview thanks to zongwei. so me weilun zongwei's going for the interview. &i've asked yangrong out alr after that. then we can eat shop play around orchard. anyway im not planning to go home before 11pm! approx 10more hours b4 the interview! hahaha
signed off @ 12:19 AM
it's O-ver
overnight at yangrong's house mahjong and comp again! cool right, like the first day after O's str away go overnight. then today actually wanting to catch 2012 together. know something shit about EngWah cinemas. we went in and sat there for one hour. &the movie didnt start. there's this error thing,. and we were told to give them 10mins to solve. but. after and hour, they decide to give us a refund. fcking useless engwah.
signed off @ 11:40 PM
THREE MORE
i have 987654321x things i wanna do. first is to catch up with all the lost touched friends.
actually this year's o levels is damn difficult ttm. super. especially amaths emaths paper is much more undo-able than last year's. i really hope can get good results even though it's alr ... gone case now. pls i nid to get into a good course in poly. not even trying to think about a good jc alr. cb. screw screw screw i only console ppl about eveyrthing. but when it's my turn... ...
EMILY: haha im not emo la. miss you too!
signed off @ 2:05 AM
haha this is funny.! check it out! hahahaa.
must compare beyonce's mv with this. you'll laugh your ass off man. haha and the expression on this fake obama is classic. GO ON!
UH oh oh Uh Oh oh oh oh OH uh oh OH ~
had my science prac today. wasnt really easy. let's hope for the best for the papers!!!
till then... ...
signed off @ 6:10 PM
and now it's 4 mins left to the 4th day alr. everyday passing makes me feel worse more and more...
signed off @ 11:55 PM
a few odd days left
it's been quite hard on me, especially on chemistry and my humans. my chemistry's level of knowledge is unimaginaryly low. LOW. always been fcked-up with myself. not knowing simple stuffs. like soluble/insoluble salts. alkanes/alkenes. and eveyrthing else. science is like the 2nd subject i must get a1 so to keep my L1R5 as low as possible. but. it doesnt seems right now. on the outside, i seemed relax and blur about everything. but actly inside me, im so worried, so nervous about everything. im afraid i'll lose everything. be it com.humans or geog, none has been my passing subject. not even a D7. im starting to beg for help alr. like these few days. but is it too late?
signed off @ 11:47 PM
Graduated
im a graduate from sec school! haha. this sentence sounds wrong. but i like it! now, it's juts left with olevels. i swear i'll definitely miss my class 4modesty. miss mrslim, mrng, msyong, mrskee and everyone else. this isnt the last goodbye i hope my friends ... cheers&goodluck for everything from now on. :)
signed off @ 11:36 PM
last days
speaking of this with mixed feelings, i dont really would miss chungcheng. but definitely, the fun and the happenings i experience here would give me many sleepless nights. the friends i had. the five years here. the every little thing that would turn me upside down.
i would think it's not the time to end; but it's ending soon.
signed off @ 10:45 PM
Prelims Results
English: 52 c6
HCL: 61 b4
Emaths: P1-56/80 P2-72/100 = 71 a2
Amaths: P1-59/80 P2-41/100 = 55 c5
Science: Physics-50/100 Chem-52/100 = 51 c6
C.Humans: 37 f9
P.Geog: 37 f9
lol, failed my humanities badly. !@#$%^&*
&my amaths, if not because of paper2 !@#$%^&*
L1R5 - 32!
it isnt good, but at least improvements from mid year L1R5 39. Cheers.
&work hard all, one more month to go.
signed off @ 5:03 PM
4Bia 2
it is a horror day. with yangrong yushen jordan weixuan. woa god damn. 5 horror stories in just 125mins. WORTH IT! &it's very exciting. although not really ask good as 4bia, Coming-Soon etc. but it's scary and funny and everything you couldn't expect. haha the last story was a blast. it was a horrorifying joke i would say. haha.
time for tags reply:
chinyu> yea. im replying tags... now. haha it's beeen soooo loooonnnnggg.
rudin> edward. how you doing? hope everything's fine. goodluck!
weed> lol emo-teens ftw. anyway. stop breaking up with people. you'll make quen jealous
anon> k, i'll ttt-rrr-yyy to contain my anger. thanks.
signed off @ 11:17 PM
it was gaming @yangrong's place. which include-
mahjong;
DotA;
MapleStory (only weilun, hahah cause he found a hack, god-damn)
yangrong treat us to chicken rice, yes 'a $2.50 chicken rice ONLY'. anyway. we owned him at mahjong. me zongwei and jordan. he only won like,,, 2rounds? hahah. anyway he's a good host,. yushen, weixuan and weilun, riwen just gamed like there's no tomorrow. oh i LIKE YESTERDAY.
signed off @ 6:09 PM
this paper was so difficult until i feel like walking out of the hall and give up. you'll do the paper and get angry on the same time. and start all ur vulgarities going on and on and on. most of all, you'll feel like knowing who's the setter and fcuk his face out of this. &wtf, the setter was that fatass ryanchia. _|_ cb. it's was uncomparable to TYS's paper. DAMN ryanchia and his fuck brains.
signed off @ 8:04 PM
and start of another torturing week of exams. first hit is chemistry. this fucking subject that i've been pondering &worrying for this past one week holiday. im so, afraid. i get insomnia everynight and sleeps only at 3+ 4am. cause i'll force myself to understand, memorise, learn a particular chapter, formula, concept. but i just couldnt get them into my brain. im really really very afraid of chemistry paper. every knowledge about this subject just pass by my brain and knock it off. i dunno why i just cannot understand this whole subject. it's 12 am now, im still at where am i the same day last week. after days and days of learning everything, it just bounces off me, again easily. im really at my wits end, not knowing what to do for me to really master this whole thing. tsk. the concepts just stuck at my eyes, only. eyes. they didnt really get in beyond these windows. the moment i remembered this part, i'll forget the previous one. when going back to the previous one, brain juice just flush down the new ones. this's the first time im so terrified about one subject, but i couldnt give up,. the usual me would just give up in 2 days of repeating task, but not now. for 8 days, im feeling tired of chemistry alr. whenever i flip but to the previous chapter to recapture my memories, i would go: "oh ya! ya, ya..". Then, eveyrthing will start repeating itself. im really damn stucked&fucked up by everything. yet my friends seems 'ok', 'fine' about this. i really work very hard already. if i really flung this, im sorry mrs kee. we both tried our best. im most afraid, nobody can help me already. im left alone facing this shit. facing everything. everytime when im feeling troubled, i'll always say that :im fine, im okay, i dont really care anyway. but actually im not. im fucking not fine and not okay and i care. i hoped i can really just turn my back and not care for anything, but i couldnt force myself to do so. .. im suspecting, suspecting you. finally, i admit im sad, petrified, disappointed. &i've seen through it alr. ..
im not alone, but im lonesome.
&lastly, Happy Birthday Emily. :0
signed off @ 12:06 AM
September Holiday
signed off @ 11:04 PM
Happy Teachers' Day! all teachers.
signed off @ 1:19 AM
one week of tensed up exams are over. which includes, sci prac, english, ss, amaths p1 and o'levels oral. actually, to be honest, all are gonecase. my oral is the worst. worst ever i've ever done. to some extent the picture was very difficult, the conversation is needless to say. had ss ytd and amaths today. i studied first 2 themes for ss yet they come out with the other 3 useless themes. wtf man. amaths wasnt confident of passing. but there's hope in it. that's all. til then.
look at bravo zongwei!
he didnt really stand there to pose for me. haha we're on our way home, walking, we got stuck at some dead end of some private housings. then there was this drain. &we decided to walk thru. all this positions were just zongwei thinking how to climb up after we reach the end. haha. hilarious!
signed off @ 10:58 PM
anyway, if this is what you want, then, that's it. have we ever been true to each others b4? maybe, we were. but not now, recently, this whole 2009. i've always wanted to be the best friend anyone will have. but it comes down to nothing in the end. sorry for losing you, a true, best, favourite, close friend.
signed off @ 9:59 PM
brings back the memories of 2integrity; the days we always rush down during recess/ after school to chop the court to play soccer. haha. so, yea, today's pe was soccer at the street soccer court. weilun today's keeper reminds me of pangyi, where everytime i would just stand beside him, our class best keeper, and defend that square frame together. there's fergus and changsong who's always in the same team &act pro (haha explains wat happened to cs's pikachu nickname). freddy and tzeyong who's always opposite, chiong ftw. edward will be the other team's keeper, imitate's py in a funny way. &yongzhi and jiajie who's sometimes useless, but never fails to bring laughters. fengmao who's out of the situation most of the time. &me, the blunder king. haha.
maybe., i should spend more time,. or 4md should spend more time together. counting down, 73 days more and we're off to ourselves alone. i want to have a feeling of, im missing my 3years ago class 3years later. when we grow older, there's a 4md for us to think of. we should have class lunches, class studies etc.
3years from now, i would want to say,:
today brought back ALOT of my memories of 4modesty... ...
signed off @ 8:56 PM
signed off @ 9:43 PM
my life, my goals, my mistakes
"there's so already many people studying around me, i should start my study plans real soon"
two weeks ago,
"fuck, im getting worried, almost everyone is already miles ahead of me, im still on the same spot wandering. i shall start next week."
a week ago,
"im still here. im worried, but i havent made any actions. i must start next week. MUST."
i've been telling myself these craps for so many weeks, even the start of term 3. yet i've not done anything productive, staying in school to study is just another excuse to finish the work i've not finish that day. everyday, i'm just making end meets, not pushing the line further. till today, im determined to start. TODAY, at this fucked-up moment. my mum talked to me, in that drained out tone when she's mopping the floor &my eyes fixed on this computer.
"it's time to study, lun. you have to study that much. that much, your exams' round the corner, you have not much time to waste, not much till you have to fill everyday to it's brim until you cannot take it anymore, till i feel like tearing up the books until i dont wanna look any white sheets, till i can answer everything the teacher ask until you can never forget anything you've ever read, till you think you've done enough until you are proud of what you've done." -mum-
dont wait till you lose what you've won, friends. study hard. this's the 2nd last month. your fate lies in you hand, if you're just like me, dragging and consoling yourself everyday about how early it is, how easy will 'o' be. dont worry, you're still not late,. let's start together now, let your life be only you and your notes and your books and your brains. after two months, everything will be gone. love yourself, your life.
signed off @ 7:36 PM
FUCK EERON. &this happy national day
signed off @ 3:57 PM
prelims are only a mere 2weeks round the corner. &im just trying to start my revision. my life's so sad man. when all my friends are mid way through revision, im just trying to flip open my textbook. how?. my geog is gone. ss is gone. ehist gone. science gone. only left with both maths and both languages to save myself. die die. and 1month&3weeks to olevels. GG.
was home so late. on the bus ride i was thinking,
:"hmm, this year's ndp fireworks, who should i go watch with?"
after cancelling many 'participants' (cause they wont/dont/cant make it), im left with NONE. thanks for having no friends eeron.
signed off @ 9:45 PM
INDIVIDUALITISTIC
the conversation part is like:
Many people are being individualistic nowadays. What do you think about this?
&
Are individualistic people less passion for the less priviledged?
sian. with my sick mind, im already thinking like 0.5 of my normal speed, i have to encounter this kinda challenging questions. lucky it's only prelims. if it's oral, .. you cant think more.
after oral, i felt more sick than ever. went back home around 4++ alone. couldnt wait more. need some rest. previously in class, i reached school around 11, then took my chem test, then the next lesson took physics test. LOL. the physics test abit difficult, &the chem test was quite smooth.
SICK SICK SICK. get well soon eeron.
signed off @ 11:33 PM
#1
i've got a MC for tomorrow.
cause down with cough, sore throat, fever..etc.
was at the doctors &im suppose to declare for H1N1 syntoms.
&was forced to wear a mask hahahaha.
doctor advised me not to go school tomorrow.
but if i really need to go, i have to wear the mask to school, even though he said it isn't H1N1.
#2
my cousin is having a GrandOpening of his 2nd shop @ Orchard Cineleisure, after his first one at HajiLane. friends, go support if free this saturday. the orchard one is on shoes and accessories, the haji one is on clothes wear. thanks thanks.
bad news:
#1
tomorrow's chemistry test on Theme4. chapter 10- 13. GG
no mood+tired+sick. i cant study.
:(
#2
tomorrow's PRELIMS ORAL. im suffering from sorethroat ¤tly mute. hope i'll get well tomorrow. but, am i going school tomorrow? LOL!
signed off @ 8:44 PM
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
I HATE HATE HATE.
HER.HER. HER. LOL.CHEERS!
signed off @ 11:07 PM
sometimes, when you say you dunno which one to choose,
u want both.
sometimes, when you say you dunno the answer,
it's already very obvious.
my bolster has replaced you for weeks. &im feeling fine already.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCKED UP
why the hell im SLOWER.
contradicting post.
signed off @ 2:40 AM
would anything change if you had answered my call that night?
would anything have change if you had replied my sms that night?
would i be better if we didnt go out drinking?
signed off @ 10:03 PM
dinner @ bishan
actually only wanted to eat ShihLin chicken only.
but in the end there was a pasar malam!
haha, i had
my favourite fried fish sticks, friend banana, ramly burger, kueh tutu &cup corn.
ENJOYED like !@#$%^&*( haha. so nice ^^v
&&&anticipate thursday's lunch! :)
signed off @ 9:17 PM
Happy birthday Chin Yu
BoOm BOom BoOm Gotta Get That!
&im not in the correct mood these few days,
everything doesnt seems to be right.
life's been stress, cause i made them stress. zzz
i've always trying to be
a good friend,
a good student,
a good son,
but all like shit,,
i shouldn't have fcking retained. im living a poly/jc life now.
be it more stress or not, it should be damn better.
where's my friends? ..friends.
signed off @ 11:54 AM
she aint the queen, neither am i king.
but we're happy then. :)
signed off @ 10:21 PM
Sorry seems to be the Hardest word
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
signed off @ 8:15 PM
overnighting was greater!
only us the guys overnight-ed; wl zw jord yr ys rw me.
play a fool. mess around. catch a movie.
that's life.
&school starts tomorrow!
i haven played enough & my homeworks not done. GG>!
signed off @ 11:03 PM
it's been long since i blog.
&today's topic is, tomorrow's 4MD's Class outing @sentosa!
holiday's been stoning at home. kinda bored.
the bored-est holiday ever.
anticipating tomorrow. cause we're overnight-ing there.
:)
signed off @ 9:55 PM
damn fun&cool. haha
watched: Ghosts of Girlfriends Past; which was quite nice&meaningful
-photos soon- lazy update
i love my ex-friends. WOOHOO.
today's dinner was sharkfin+crab+many more.
@ the Siamnese Fin's Restaurant.
the food there is shioooookkk sia. cause i got a claypot of sharkfin to myself. unlike some vermicilli, this sharkfin comes in PIECE. 2 pieces of sharkfins ftw.
but the price is. ... ... ya know.
update again.
signed off @ 9:45 PM
haha, im much more relaxed now.
today on my way home.
i've thought alot. alot alot. alot alot alot.
&thus i wanted to say sorry.
sorry to all my friends. sorry to everyone of you out there.
in one way or another, if i've
-offended
-quarreled with
-fought with
-scolded.
im sorry.
there's this long long story. but i dun wanna mention it.
give me some time to change.
my msn nick reads: hey, Dont be a jerk.
but now, i realise, the real jerk is me.
signed off @ 7:21 PM
troubled.
so should i go or not go next wednesday?
im feeling so vexed. tsk.
lucky i have my durian cake and ice cream,
clear up my mind.
signed off @ 1:05 AM
edwardkoharuddin
met up with him on thursday. went his house to play then have sakae sushi.
HIS HOUSE IS SERIOUSLY IMBA BIG AND NICE.
lol will update some photos when he send me.
friday was release of results and meeting of mrscheng.
"im feeling quite ok with my results ley"
lol. thanks to thoes fcukedup friends for ur bucket of cold water.
satuday+sunday probably only sleeping.
but had a family gathering at the changi village seafood centre.
WAS DAMN NICE.
then took a walk around changi beach.
"i like there"
today went parkway pool with weilun&zongwei.
we seriously laugh and joke around.
nice day to start.
CHeers Friends.
I WANNA WACTH A MOVIE. C'mon anyone?
signed off @ 5:10 PM
im now. freaking umcomfortable about having to finish SS and EHIST prelims 1 corrections by today.
on the marking scheme goes,
"5marks will be rewarded next term for the corrections to be done and handed in by 27/05"
but, next term there's prelims 2. then after tht O levels.
DO WE NEED ALL THIS EXTRA MARKS FOR THEM?
we only use the actual marks we got on the exams itself.
so wat? is this some lying session?
i seriously dont mind doing corrections as long as enough time is given.
but u dont have to tempt us with this.
im not an experienced kiddo. but i can see through this.
thanks to my sensitivity.
i'll just do my corrections like a loser. cause it helps.
but i dont like it when, i know its wrong, its right, but im not correcting the person.
DAMN.
signed off @ 10:21 PM
what's up with today?
yea tired, emo, disappointment, &everything.
let's talk things out here,
guys, i wasnt angry, piss off with u all lan-ing for 2hours+
i was fine. i even went to parkway alone for my icecream and bubble tea.
i was ok. im someone who's so easy to coax; temper-less.but i was so disappointed.
AREN'T WE FRIENDS? DIDNT WE HAVE A DATE FOR A GOOD LUNCH ALR?
i was sad ya know,
why did u all treat me so coldly after the games. why
ok, let's not say coldly. why u all did not try to talk to me;joke with me; care for me?
we are good friends.
im someone who wont seriously set my temper on you easily.
because i dont dare. im afraid.
u all were my everything. my only friends left.
but tht wasnt the case for you all. u all still had DOZENS of MILLIONS.
losing me seems nothing to you all. but losing y'all means MUCH MORE THAN EVERYTHING.
i may seems restless,dulan-ness, unhappiness, laziness sometimes/somedays.
but u all were still my friends. WHEN DID I EVER F-ING LOSE MY TEMPER.
im someone who nids care and concern. ALOT. im a sensitive being. im humane.
we may not have the same thinking. same mindset.
but i'll try to accomodate with y'guys. im fine with all ur decisions as long as we're doing the same thing together. i dont mind being left out because i know y'all are still there.
i know little bout soccer/dota/good results etc.
but i dont mind listening to y'all talk. it's like .. i nid y'all voice to continue my this f-ing ChungCheng life. this is like how much a tree nids the sunlight, water, nutrients to continue living./ !.
im emo about this. sad about this.
sometimes i feel myself being useless, i useless friend/ i failed friend of yours
i friend that do you even treat as one?
just now when i left at the chicken rice stall, i left because i wanna stop this awkward-ness of me in affecting u. i dont wan to lose my temper on y'all, not showing my f-ing tears to y'all, not trying to force u to care for me. we are friends right.
i swear im seriously not unhappy bout this. although it's kinda waste of my time.
but at least we're spending time 2gther.
i tot we understood each other so much alr. but now, we havent. 2years of friendship.
WE SHOULD SERIOUSLY talk. TALK MORE.
the thing tht seriously hit me off is tht im not being seek after.
y'all didnt even bother to talk to me after that. Wtf?
i dont need a sorry.thankyou. even a 'how's life' could make my day.
ok, tht's all. above's just wat im thinking, wat im feeling.
nevermind&sorry if we're thinking differently.
BUT IM SERIOUSLY FCKING NOT ANGRY.
IM SERIOUS> BUT, CHICKEN RICE SRSLY PISSED ME OFF>
kthxbye.
signed off @ 5:16 PM
will work extremely hard for prelims 2. ~!
signed off @ 9:07 PM
SCREWED~!@#$%^&*
other than my emaths which is. see-able, THE REST IS SHIT!
how?! my L1R5 is like reaching 35le!
DANG! GONE!
signed off @ 11:07 PM
EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.EMATHS.
i got B3 67 for this fcking mid year for emaths!
although it's not a like.
OVER THE RAINBOW SCORE,
but im happy already :)
signed off @ 9:00 PM
English&HChinese
lol,. i failed my english, again.
&almost failed chinese. lucky me.
now alr got 13points for L1R1 haha. wat a joke!
hope all the best for the next few subjects! >.<
signed off @ 8:23 PM
the Uninvited
fucked up ones. / im sure i wasnt too sensitive.
i can come up with a A1 essay for sure about this whole thing.
signed off @ 4:38 PM
End of Prelims 1 Exams
let's talk about the papers instead:
english- i hope i had written more in-point for my essay at the very last few paragraphs. &i hope im not being too criticised at the letter of complaint.
chinese- let's not talk about this tough one. wat's with the chinese department?
emaths- damn. i tot it was kinda easy. but ... yea.
amaths- screwed, cause fcuking hell forget how to deferentiate!
science- WTF @ the MCQs. &physics was kinda gonecase
combined humans- why didnt i study more on srilanka, why didnt i finish treaty of versailles?
geog- fcuked up. who can finish the whole thing? ~!@#$%^&*
today was movie outing [the Uninvited] with friends.
signed off @ 11:13 PM
i still realise, you are my only one.
your smile, your eyes, your personality, your cuteness, your innocence.
although i know this will be a story with no ending, i'd still go for it, for i know, i only need a process &a love to talk about.
who can give another killer smile like you did to me?
that innocent pair of eyes you've got?
the comical you? there's no second you left for me to choose.
comic girl. :)
signed off @ 5:20 PM
SWINE FLU
we have to take temperature once we step in the school.
take temperature during every papers just to make sure we're not >37.6degree.
lol. swine flu will be the last to hit chungcheng man. im serious.
anyway. last weekend was disastrous.
i completely did not study a thing. ok not completely.
friday was slacking at home/ saturday studied with jordan at his house/ sunday practically just sleeps in.
but i am quite confident, maybe/maybe not tht i may/ maynot pass today's ss.
it was kinda tricky but i did study tht chapter for SEQ.
goodluck for HIST tomorrow.
BYE
signed off @ 11:52 PM
Prelims One
English was kinda okay-to-do because i forced myself to concentrate.
but today's H.Chinese was a killer.
the passage was difficult &the qns were tricky as well. damnit.
im gonna study for the rest of my papers this weekend. long one.
Chinyu: CHINNNNNNNNN. lol let's go out someday lei. im srsly damn stress & tired & everything in school. zzzz. SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Queenie: !@#$%^&* lol. u suckaa haha
&fcking why does nobody wanna study on a public holiday? _|_
signed off @ 3:38 PM
Jordan
my best best best buddy!
+++
i feels so good running on to you again. :)
+++
im trying my best to be a good friend. :(
+++
ive neutralised. :/
signed off @ 8:45 PM
Long Update.
i have long wordy/photos updates. but not by today.
mood-less. anyway. i just cut my hair. ^^
signed off @ 10:50 PM
+++++
ok, after an incident just now, i seriously decide to slim down;go on diet;eat less exercise more ELEM! damn, it's like this:
after school, we guys went to a pinch of salt for that EAT ALL YOU CAN BUFFET !@#$%^&* &the greedy me just order like mad, eat and eat and eat. until im damn bloated. on the way home, i got a headache &a super duper bloated stomach until i almost cant walk properly. reach home i just took a quick bath &force myself to sleep cause i cannot stand my bloated-ness &i feel like vomiting. i asked my mum not to wake me up for dinner. but until i nid to leave home for lesson. ... when i woke up after 2 hours. i stretched myself; my pants buckle/button 'shot out' LOL!. i broke my buckle. !!! as i nid to leave ASAP, i didnt change &just left. cause, this pants is 30inch &my waist is 31.5inch.? somewhere there. i tot it was alright, cause it isnt the first time i broke the buckle. heh. the worse came, when i was having cello lesson, with my bloated stomach, i played normally then suddenly i heard a 'POP' sound. i was wondering wat was it. i didnt care, then after lesson i took the ALL-ROUNDED MIRROR lift, &I SAW MY ZIP OPEN. i just F.CKING BURST OFF MY ZIP. !@#$%^&*
A:"hehehehaha, count to 10 &dun look here!"
B:"why so long. count to 5 okay?... 1 .. 2 "
A:"nono! you have to close your eyes! ^^, 5 ah! dun look arh, "
B:"okayokay baby, start.,; 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.."
*A runs to hide behind a BIG BIG BIG pillar*
B just simply walk off. hahaha.! hilarious.
but A run a big round around the pillar then chase after B &gave her a hug from the back. :)
signed off @ 9:51 PM
-im gonna be this nice guy. TINK*TINK*
weed.: lol stop using chimmmm words like, PAEDOPHILE&CROUTCH. haha, eh saw you today XD hahahahaahhaa chiioooooo
chinyu.: STOP STALKING MY BLOG haha. i'll show you my OUTLINE someday. LOL. what a nonsense.
nat.: aww, i miss you! more often more often. miss suan-ing you sia.
queen.: wlao you, F OFF. lol . I NEED CASH. desperately haha.
signed off @ 10:29 PM
photos update.
MUNA LEE & I
i look good. yes?
ahtan, momo, jiayu, luyan, muna
iLun & gWeiabsurd act in class -
my e.hist partner cause yazeed says im always distracted when sitting with jordan.
look below to see why weixuan's frustrated face.:
attempt to act doraemon with the fan
another failed attempt.
after ehist, emaths lesson when jordan entertains me to take the photo for me
(jordan: ANG ANG ANG!)
haha, damn funny right. LOL! awesome photo, but lousy photographer.
DAMNIT, i split my pants when i tried to kick my class shortest person head,.
i was sexy, haha my tighs, ass, outline of testicles were seen when i walk. LOL
signed off @ 12:43 AM
i have alot to update bout today!
like my usual photo-spammation in class.. ACTING LIKE A RETARDED DUMBASS lol. obvious it all happens during boring lesson as i need to entertain myself to keep myself awake to act like a good student in front of 'those' teachers. lol also had lunch+dinner (at one) with momo, muna, ahtan, jiayu, luyan which was fun arhhhh more of these.
BUT, i dunno why i could no conneect my LGviewty to my comp to upload photos which often happens. damnit. &ahtan hasnt send me some photos LOL OHNO. will update maybe in the morning.
signed off @ 12:42 AM
Good Things Dont Last
when they come, thery'll leave very fast.
bad things always appear,
when they are around, they'll stay for long.
what happens when your heart doesnt collaborate with your brains?
which one would you listen to?
the logical thinking or the unrealistic feeling?
my brain tells me that someone hates me, &i dont like him/her either.
hmm, nowadays so many people for me to scold the F word.
damnit, im f-ing dulan and frustrated with many things.
_|_
SsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSsSs
we should be unrealistic at times, i do love you. :)
signed off @ 9:45 PM
I told you so
Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.
If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:
"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours to and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?
Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?
Would you say:
"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.
If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:
"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours to and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?
Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?
Would you say:
"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".
signed off @ 11:19 PM
2 consecutive over-nighting!
which marks my fruitful march holiday..
lol, let me elaborate -
monday: 16th march
went for dinner + movie with talentime group!
chin, queen, weed, nat, asaph. lol
we watched a crap movie :PUSH
lol, lame & stupid & meaningless
but we got together finally! i love us being together
tuesday: 17th march
we had overnight cycling. (gwei, me, jord, xuan, ronn)
cycled for almost 9 hours,
east coast> chungcheng > kallang mac > kallang river > esplanade > sgp river > peninsula > fort canning hill > plaza sing > orchard road > tanglin mall > queenstown > hollandV!
we stop @ HollandV, all were too tired.
&it was around 3+, we left HollandV.
but skipped from plaza sing to lavender then geylang. &east coast.
&it rains on our trip back. it was fun. fun.
i kinda hate alcoholic drinks now. damnnnn
*did i mention me&gwei saw a shooting star when cycling? :)
wednesday: 18th march
reached home and slept from 7am to 4pm
&realise had dinner date with monica,jiayu,lun,gwei.
had steamboat at novena.
then, momo invited us to go her house for overnight mahjong!
haha. &all agreed. ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
we first went to jiayu's house cause she needs to take her uni for lesson today
then took 43 to punggol.
cool cool cool.
chatted alot, played alot, laugh alot, bicker alot, isnt this life?
muna and ahtan join us next time lei!
thursday: today: 19th march
fall dead on my bed at 930am
IM NO SUPER MAN. or GANG Ren lol.
ii love this holiday.
we should get together more often! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
&i love to spam pasar malam food!
haha, nice coincidence pasar malam during this holiday.
P M FOOD FTW!
signed off @ 6:24 PM
FollowUp
for dinner. &my fave Mahjong.
haha i've lots and lots and lots of angbao ^^
&also presents!!
relatively happy yesterday. but wasnt feeling HIGH. awwww
one of my nephew&niece came to stay-over! hahahaaaa
photos:
just woke up, see the messy hair! lol
ALMOST ALL MY PRESENTS ARE CHOCOLATES AND COOKIE!
only one shirt. which is damn nice, GREEN CHECKERED!
im no rich man! >.<signed off @ 1:11 PM
Happy Birthday ME!
this year's weird. but im still happy !
hah, there's no birthday cake this year!
signed off @ 5:14 PM
Michelle
im doing well, how are you?
first, I MISS YOU ALOT! ALot!
we havent been catching up with each otherrr. hehe
please dun give me your cold shoulder next time eh!
haha, miss you seriously alotttt.
we'll catch up in march holidays! :)
+++
caught [Coming Soon] with gang today.
to me, it was a touching horror movie LOL!
not bad @ the scary part.
signed off @ 9:45 PM
2 - 1
both on common test! again.
haha,
FIRST, I PASSED CHEM!!!!!! with 34/50 ^^
SECOND, I GOT 11/30 FOR AMATHS!
yay, i dunno why im so happy for it.
even tough i failed, but it was surprising as i tot it would be <10
but, everyone made improvements like, 20++/30 HAIZ.
tht's the only sad part. &im 2nd last in class LOL!
I NEED SOME CELEBRATIONS! :)
i have this thing to talk about one of my teacher.
she's getting more and more annoying each time, shan't elaborate.
&YAY, we're going for movie tmr,.
[COMING SOON!] excitedddddd !!^^
signed off @ 11:04 PM
AMATHS
let's continue about commontests before the heat gets over.
ok, so. today was the release of HCL and Emaths.
damnit, I FAILED BOTH. but at acceptable marks.
this is not the point.
i wanted to nag, grumble, growl, whine about Amaths:
here it goes,
now, i FUCKING. *used this word* hate AMATHS. to,. the,. core,.
even to the extend of the teacher. YAY, !@#$%^&*
so this is it, im intending to drop this subject;
IF NOTHING IT TO BE DONE TO MYSELF or whatsoever,
im trying to make myself love this subject more,
trying to force myself to do more,
trying to motivate myself into this,
trying to get rid of all distractions on this subject,
trying to concentrate well.
but to no avail.
You there,
STAND IN MY POSITION BEFORE YOU TALK LUR.
IF YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND ME,
CANNOT HELP ME,
CANNOT STAND ME,
CANNOT EXPLAIN WHY THIS IS HAPPENING?
JUST STOP BEING HYPOCRITE;
being PersonA & B at different times just shows you suffering from split personalities.
yes,
im being complacent, just complacent, wannabe complacent.
Just fcking cannot understand this whole thing.
it's fine if u cannot help, save your negative comments.
Maybe there's the release of Amaths results tomorrow:
I AINT GONNA CARE.
I'll face the music & accept the truth of me failing.
OH JUST SHUT UP. BIATCH.
takecare/goodbye.
&peeps our there, save time asking who im talking about.
im not gonna say, as i've said, Hypocrites wont show their true colours.
you wont believe me. believe me not?
signed off @ 10:59 PM
it's over
although i know i'll not be happy with almost all the results.
LET'S HAVE FUN FIRST!
signed off @ 6:48 PM
i first screwed emaths abit.
2nd screwed geog ALOT.
i think 3rd was chem screw me. haha
let see tmr will i screw any paper up or vice versa.
PHYSICS AND E.HIST!
+++
lol chinyu i dun hate you, it's your class. !@#$%^&* *insert vulgarities*signed off @ 6:54 PM
aMaths
seriously it up.
there's 5 question for this test, &i didn't see the last question.
WHICH IS THE HIGHEST PERCENTAGE. !@#$%^&
i spent 30mins doing the first question,
the total time was 45mins.
i panicked and blanked out at question 2,3,4.
tried so hard so these question.
in the end when i knew about question 5, i think i'll know how to do.
WTHF @ myself. *&^%$#@!
super piss/angry/sad/frustrated at my retardedness.
AMATHS SHOULD PASS> HOW?!
i wan turn back time, !!
this is such a serious lesson learnt.
DEVASTED >.<
signed off @ 5:20 PM
&we spent 5 hours on macs after ct. DOING NOTHING. lol
loser sia. but nvm.
boost our so-called, clan-relationship. wth. lol wat joke,.
-
i dunno why i fcking went to read my msn chat history.
damn man, damn it seriously,
CHINYU, im hating you again. wtf
signed off @ 6:24 PM
Common Test
everyone goodluck pls!
today went over to ChangiAirport to study with Zongwei, Wuyi &Dawn.
lol, Retainees-Power-Up.
ALL MUST PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!
---
i know it's a wrong move on friday, but it's the only way to stop hurting each other. isn't it?
Short Story:
Once, there's an author who likes to write her story/scripts in the middle of the night when it's all quiet and undisturbing. &before she sleeps-in, she'll put her story on the desk, so that when her husband wakes up the next morning, he'll read it. She wants her husband to be always the first to read what she writes because she loves him so much. She wants him to be her first reader/listener.
Will you be my first reader/listener?
signed off @ 8:27 PM
Song: YOU MAKE IT REAL.
signed off @ 11:11 PM
change
till today i find myself being so, irritating, annoying, mean, self-centered,
cocky, selfish etc.
&thanks everyone for ur tolerance with me.
please give me some suggestions, ideas for change.
feel free to correct me if i've done something wrongly.
&if there's anything i've done wrong or anithing to you.
IM SORRY.
anyway,
the CTC is formed, 菜头帮.
Ruddin: no matter wat i wanna meet you soon :)
chinyu: THANKS, for giving me jiayou & the autograph session, your fang kong is nice1, LOL 小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小小
Szexuan: love ya too haha, see ya soon.
Tselin: lol, i got moreeee haHA.
Jordan: u wan see my zhong right. dun regret, u think with my abilities i cannot do wat i wan huh.
signed off @ 10:58 PM
我爱梁文音！
SHE'S GOD. GOD. GOD. :)
love her love her love her.
this is the first time i went for a autograph session.
She's really a nice person.
pretty+cute+nice = what more do u want?
EVERYONE PLEASE LOVE HER ! ^^
*thanks to the security for tht blur photos. !@#$%^&^%#@
signed off @ 11:04 PM
NOW. NOW . NOW!
signed off @ 5:07 PM
Monica
Happy Birthday Monica the MoMoPig. :)
you're a Grown-up 17 yearold freak.! haha
we were good friends.
now, still good friends.
&will be good friends forever >!
moooooooniiiiiicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
signed off @ 8:42 PM
common test
zzz, but im so distracted by everything
i wanna forget about geog first.
it's too tiring to memorise, understand, explain.
i'll do my sciences, maths, combined humans,.
well,better.
jen:haha you like ah?
go jio him lur! haha, wan phone number? ^^
Passerby:thx alot, it really hits the spot.
Ruddin: heard from weilun, u're coming back in March?
haha I WAN TO SEE YOU SOON. :)
ok, english research now. GG, BB..
*oh!, anione's free this friday 7pm?
LiangWenYin's autograph session, i dun wanna go alone. :)
signed off @ 9:32 PM
piece of shyt
what have i done wrongly. _|_
anyway; weilun is back todayyy
more entertainment for the boring me.
common test is coming real soon,
3-5th march. im scaredddddddd
i nid to pass english,hchinese,emaths,amaths,science. PLEASEE
someone help me in my studies. :(
passerby: thx alot,do i noe you? or do you noe me?
care to tell me who are you?
jen: CRAZY GIRL. haha. go eat your chicken rice lur
1. Given limited land available in SIngapore, is it wise to set aside some areas as nature reserves?
2. 'Parents and teachers are partners in education of children' In what ways can parents and teachers contribute to education of children?
3. If you were drawing up a set of school rules for a new school, what would they be?
4. Television, newspaper and Internet--which of these do young people prefer as source of information.
5. What kind of voluntary work is worth doing? Why?
discursive essays, MUST PASS!
signed off @ 6:11 PM
Last
this is the FIRST& LAST time,
im gonna feel highly emotional over this kinda nonsense.
was i too obvious or wat?
let's just concentrate on studies. im still a student
!@#$%^&*!@$%^*
wat shyt happy V.day.
im gonna feel highly emotional over this kinda nonsense.
was i too obvious or wat?
let's just concentrate on studies. im still a student
!@#$%^&*!@$%^*
wat shyt happy V.day.
Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
[jen]:go jenniball!
miss cchms alot for wat? it's just another shyt place. damn it.
[Chinyu]:no nid to man man lai alr. GG
my hair is still not see-able, maybe next week. why?
signed off @ 1:50 AM
muahahaha!
let's start with: "what can you do when you're bored in class!?"
[for greater success: gang up with ur partner &also, sneakily!]
poke the person you dont like most with your favourite pen!
[apparently i dont hate him, it's my partner.! ..jordan.]
eat up the laughing girl behind you?
teeth check ...
impress yourself with your cuteness o.o
go the EMO way :\ [fcuk, only i am,.]
&try to take photo with the chio-est girl in your class ZzZ
[yes, tht's alr the chio-est. damnit]
CREDITS:
*insert ROLLER*
Eeron, the photographer
Jordan, the boring partner
Yushen, the one pokED
Teresa, the one eaten
QianHui, the chio one.
TOOLS:
PEN, cheap one.
LG Phone, Viewty KU990R
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
signed off @ 5:43 PM
haha, this is just so in this webpage.
things comes in, but not out here.
everyone HUSH. heh
you're really SO DAMN FUNNY TODAY.
haha
"-.- what an eeron."
"-.- is so me"
"you're so comic and eeron."
Heart.Beat
signed off @ 11:00 PM
7th day
it hasnt been a good day.
morning seriously got screwed up by dunno whatever shyt.
dun smile to me/you're too adorable!
exhausted, but cant get you out of my mind.
signed off @ 3:35 PM
yes! yes! yes!
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事anyway, weilun get well soon!.
i'll get a fox to eat up all the chicken! haha
signed off @ 11:07 PM
最幸福的事 -梁文音
你撑着雨伞 借我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 流在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
才慢慢认识 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事
hmm, when's the fourth time?
hmm, when's the fourth time?
signed off @ 10:31 PM
weilun
my best friend. WOOO!
signed off @ 11:34 PM
hmm..
signed off @ 11:01 PM
happy birthday nat!
31.01.2009 -you're 17~!
we're best friends! dont forget me arh!
+++
she's pretty, isnt she?
LIM:!!!
haha this is like the FIRST TIME YOU TAG MY BLOG!
&3 at once. looks like yangzongwei is compliment ma?
screw you for reminding me of my fringe. cause it's ScrewEd up..
HIOK.HIOK.HIOK.HIOK.HIOK.
signed off @ 11:45 PM
i Need another Two Minutes
this time i really have to think twice..
我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留在...
望着你哪能忘记你
朦胧的世界我们聊了多远...
如果再重来会不会笑笑骂骂
爱是不是不开口才珍贵...
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结整理
别染花了眼泪你钟都换了要我怎么记得
祈祷你将我忘了吧祈祷你将我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎...
ok, just listen to this song.
signed off @ 9:18 PM
Cycle
w ippt debrief. ma de.
after tht was go home change and come out again.
for lunch+DINNER.
&CYCLING!
it was kinda 'over-night' just tht we're lazy and went home to sleep.
but continued the next morning at 8.
me and zw is FREAKIING TIRED.
will update again.!
signed off @ 11:34 PM
Lucky
signed off @ 11:59 PM
&wat's up w fever. damnit.
ok, im sorry jordan.&missyong;
anyway, my retest was. GG-ed :/
Baby save up all your tears
You might need them someday
When the tears start to fall
I wont wipe them away
When you cry in the night
For the love that you need
Baby save up your tears
cause ill be cryin over you
signed off @ 10:48 PM
morning blues
since dunman high is back.
the bus is also damn squeezy & im almost always late because of that.
short story:
morning, i tried to board the bus 30 but it was too full.
humans are spilling over the door steps;stairways.
i was desperate. 'shyt im gonna be late.'
then, my last glimpse of hope came, :TAA:DAA:
another one was right behind. !!
it wasnt spilling but it was almost another tragedy.
luckily i boarded squeezing my way on the door step.
oh well. i tot it'll be fine.
when we reached the bus stop before my school.
GOSH. a china man BLOCKED THE BUS's WAY.
wat an insane act.
as well, he missed the previous bus. but this bus wasnt any better.
the driver was about to leave the stop as he couldnt even open the door;
not saying to let another group comes up.
this time, driver could do nothing but OPEN THE DOOR.
it spells Trouble.
the china man, together with an indian started shouting into the bus. complaining,.
tht cm wouldnt let the bus leave UNTIL HE BOARD.
he started blaming STUDENTS like us.
WHY WILL I WANNA MOVE To THE UPPER DECK WHEN MY STOP IS JUST NEXT?
GG to stupid china man and indian man.
let's hope i wouldnt see them again.
BYE! ~
signed off @ 11:00 PM
&i dont know why,
everything lies on me.
why not think that it's all okay.
try harder next time. but there's no 2nd chance.
signed off @ 11:11 PM
today i saw your photo again,
i missed you. :(
signed off @ 11:09 PM
signed off @ 1:54 AM
nonsense!
i screwed up my Emaths retest today.
wat nonsense.
i dun wanna take Amaths retest tomorrow.
wat nonsense.
my keyboard screw me up.
wat nonsense.
no pump or extra remedials PLOX!
signed off @ 9:22 PM
Happy New Year 2009!
goodluck in 2009 :)
signed off @ 1:36 AM
sakae buffet x2
lol, my books only cost $30++
*thanks ar michelle
i borrowed many/most textbooks from her.
after tht we had SAKAE BUFFET, again.
omg, newyear soon.!
DANG! 2009 will sucks. :/
signed off @ 11:04 PM
Shopping at Parkway
*only around this period
the discounts are WOW!
up to 70% off~
yerterday bought:
pants
puma shoe
puma sling bag
ALL LESS THAN $200 tgt.
today went parkway again, but no shopping.
it's a farewell lunch with Edward man.
he's leavinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg~! :(
signed off @ 9:56 PM
i will miss you.
signed off @ 10:44 PM
ven ven ven
VENDELA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
super super short short post.
cause Vendela's the big thing. ;)
signed off @ 2:50 PM
